Ok the drama queen strikes again...As usual I overreacted..... But girls do that I guess.... Still, my guards are up and anyways now I have way bigger issues on my mind...
things may get rough for a bit...bankruptcy isn't so bad is it?
oh my

Although Cathy may no longer agree with her original statement that 'Boys are Stinky', I still firmly believe it's true.
booooooo

you have to look at this: http://www.parasite.tv/, It's my friend Ricky and he's really funny. Check out the video section and go to the Subway Thoughts...

Let's see, what's new to report......
Crazy drunken messy night out on Friday. I though it was supposed to be a nice dinner at my friend Marc's house. That's what he said it was going to be anyways....
So after work I met with my good friend Allen for a few pints and went on my way to 'dinner' at Marcs'. Dinner consisted of four Smirnoff Ice and a bottle of white.
And apparently we were going out too. So off we went to Sky..... Oh lord, did we drink. The party ended at like 3, we went back to his place, where for some unknown reason, he proceeded to make latkas. SO we ate gross greasy latkas at 4 in the morning and then I realized that I had gone out in my work clothes and had to wash them before going back to work the next day (later that morning). SO I did a load of laundry and was in bed at five-ish...Up at five thirty to be at work for seven.....
OI VEY!!
Needless to say, work the next day wasn't AS bad as I thought it would be, but bad enough that after work I went straight home to bed.
After that I was pretty good and came home after work and haven't been out since, but.....I'll be back on track this week, plans from Wednesday til Saturday....

watch out now...

What better than a day off?
nothing I say.
except I forgot to turn off my alarm that went off at seven, but I promplty went back to bed and continued sleeping til ten.
I haven't done much but chat and watch sex and the city, eat, and clean.
my favorite day off activities!
today will be organization day. The day where you go through all you shit, prioritize and make to do's.... Thank God for post it notes. They litter my computer desk, my work area..Where would we be without them...No I just have to actually do whets on them.. But for right now, I plan on watching some more TV, then I'll tackle the mess that is my bedroom,, followed by laundry, then, the books.......Gotta do those books, which will involve starting my taxes.....
joy.

my hand, al dente 
That there is what you get for pouring the kettle too fast. All I wanted was a cup of tea. Now I got searing pain and scarring....Seriously, the pain when it nnitially happened almost made me choke. gross.
That was 5 days ago. At least my fingers don't look like cocktail wienies anymore.
SO much partying all weekend....Will...Bloc...Later.....Must sleep now!!

Sue Thomas F.B Eye, Blind Justice....What's next?...
C.S.I- Quadrapralegic?

TV is sucking more and more with each additional sitcom......

I think life would be so much easier is there wasn't dept. I hate ho it can ruin your day/month/year......
I don't like the way things can seem so out of control and you feel like there's no answer. But I guess it's because we're all looking for a quick fix, a quick solution and usually there isn't one.
I just cant wait for a day that when I get paid, the money is mine and I can start saving. The day when all I have is 5$ in my pocket, but at least I know that 5$ is mine and I don't owe it to anyone but me.

Can you tell I had a really shitty day?

What is it about snow now that people hate? Why is a beautiful snowfall right before Christmas 'magical' but a lovely downfall now is like agony and torture?
It's the same thing but only later? So why not try and remember what it was we loved about THAT snowfall and apply it to now? Look there's nothing e can do about it. No amount of complaining will melt it away and really, it it THAT bad?
deal with it people! Deal.
I guess I'm not to worried about the latest snowfall cause I had the day off and spent it at home indoors. Pretty much did nothing but hang out, took some time to clean my room, finally put away last weeks' laundry all while blasting music and singing my lungs out. Was quite fun really.
And not the days is ending and I'm begin the winding down process, getting things ready to go back to work tomorrow.
It was nice to see that i'm not the only one that wiggles their legs all night. Some of us wiggle them, others rub their feet together.....I'm going to start a support group for us all.

other fun facts about me:
- I brush my teeth with really hot water
- I snap my fingers when I get out of the shower
- I have a large collection of Lamb figurines
- I like doing a somersault on my bed to get under the covers, it makes me laugh
- I can only sleep on my tummy or scrunched up into a tight ball and cocooned in my covers, and there has to be sounds, music/tv or something.
- My computer cursor is a little tube of red lipstick

anyone else?

Well, it's one o'clock, I'm at home, my shift at work started like half an hour ago....You may be wondering why I'm still here?
Am I sick? No
Did I miss my train? No
Did I oversleep? No, well a little, but not to make me this late for work.

Actually I'm Still here because the train seems to be having technical difficulties and will only go as far as Roxboro-Pierrefond, which is about 10 stops short of my downtown destination. SO that leaves me here, at home, hot and toasty with m,y hot chocolate waiting for service to resume. I was just informed that it could take 10 minutes like it could take 5 hours, no one seems to know when train will be running again. boo-hooo-hoooooo
I know I'm missing out on some $$$ but, for once I'm at home NOT sick or hungover. I feel great. I'm sure trains will be back on soon, but I'm going to enjoy this while it lasts.

Last night was one of those nights when it takes forever to fall asleep.
I tried watching TV, reading, listening to music, but nothing was working. I lied there, face down shaking my legs for like 2 hours. At least I was kinda working out..... I don't know about the rest of you, But I cannot fall asleep unless I kick my legs for a while first. I don't mean like big violent kicks, just little swhooshes back and forth.
I guess that's why no one can stand sleeping in the same bed as me.

Already march.
The beginning of each month only means one thing to me...Another 123$ for a train pass.
And so another party filled week end has come and gone. What a time we had. Friday night we went out to.............Drum roll please: Saphire!
Shocking, I know!
We got a group of us together and went out. It was supposed to be an early night since we had really planned to only go out on the Saturday. But as it turned out, we were out until 5am. Stayed until the end at Saphoire, then went over to this English guys huge loft where we proceeded to drink whiskey and beer til the wee hours of the morning. Needless to say, I didn't make it into work.
So after sleeping of a nasty hangover, I spend much of the day cleaning and grocery shopping./ Mentally trying to prepare myself to be able To go out again later that evening. I laid down for a little disco nap and wound up passing out for 4 hours. Now I was rushed to get ready.
Made it in time to have a drink at Laika, and then we all moved ourselves to saphire.
despite being hungover, the drinks were going down surprisingly well. Frigid was Dj-ing and we litelraly danced all night long. We don't usually, but I think we may have been possessed , that or someone slipped something in our drinks....
Either way we had a blast and were completely krunked. Thankful I had the next day off and as the previous day, I spent this Sunday drifting in and out of sleep, working off the hungoverness of the weekend.
SO work is going as routine. Had the day off today and stayed up late watching TV. We got the illico thing and now there always seems to be something good on....Heaven forbid I should miss out on a good shitty TV show. At least I've been working out on my exercise ball while lou ging around. I hate that thing but it makes me feel like I'm at least trying.....
Well, tomorrow is Wednesday, the middle of the week, so that means only a few more days left until I can go out and do it all over again!
cheers!