Sorry Georgy, no tuesday topic tonight, my head just isn't there, but I will promise to write about your topic NEXT tuesday...please be patient.

Today started out well. I so wasn’t in the mood to work. So I didn’t. Actually I did a lot of things, and got things done, just not as much or as fast as I would have on a regular day.
I guess I was just feeling a little blah. It happens. But thank God I had my friends there at work. Aniter is always a mood lifter, and Mark and Spiro are the best managers around, by far my favourites. They are just normal, real people. No “I’m better than you” crap, just people who happen to be managers, and because they are like that, people respect them.

Uhg, I feel like crap. I’m tired, crampy, menstrual, emotional..you name it, I’m feeling it. I just want to crawl into bed and only come out in a week when it’ll all be over.

You know what, I;m really not into this tonight, my mood had taken a sudden turn towards unhappy and to keep it from getting worse, I think I’d better off just going to bed. I s fine a minute ago, but thanks to being a woman, my mood can change real fast when given a reason to.

I don’t even think I;m making any sense, well I know I am, but to you, this entry must just seem like a bunch o’ crap, and it is.

I realize that I haven’t been updating, but my work schedule this weeks prevents me from doing so. I’ve been working a three to midnight shift friday, saturday and tomorrow I get to do a one to ten....oh joy!

SO I just don;t feel like writing when I get home a t like one thirty in the morning. The only reason why i am now is because I have to wait for my laundry to go into the dryer. I had nothing clean left to wear...nothing. I even had to wear a previously worn shirt today...blech! I hate doing that . But it’s my own fault for not doing the laundry this week.

SO now I have like ten minutes to write, then it’ll be bed time.... I can’t wait to get into my mushy bed and under my fluffy covers...my mushy fluffy bed, fluffy-mushy.mush mush....

Work went well tonight, at least it did for me, I’m not sure I can say the same for Aniter. I know she did her job well...It’s the job of others that I don’t think went os well It’s funny how that when we like someone at work, we love them..but after a while we find something that bugs us and it gets worse and worse until we can’t stand the person...

The highlight of tonight was definitely dinner. We were joined by “Spyros” and we ate at DaGiovanni’s across the street from us. I had, well we all had their lasagna which can with a garden salad (with waaayyy too much dressing, but good just the same) and like a loaf of garlic bread each...sooo yummy, but sooo fattening. Somehow, I’ll run that sucker off, or hopefully just the stress of work will work it off for me.

I managed to resit the coffee machine for most of the day. That dam devil maker is going to be then end of me. Every since we got it, I’ve been drinking coffee again. I haven;t for quite some time because I find it too hard on my stomach...But now that it’s there and I can smell it, I haven’t been able to resits it’s sinful coffee. It offers soo many good flavours, my favourite being the french vanilla. It taste EXACTLY like a toasted marshmallow.....It’s soooo good, but the other day i drank two of them and just about went into a sugar shock. I was shaky and irritable (more than usually) and I couldn’t sleep at night.....

But speaking of sleep..I need to go now, it’s time to make the doughnuts and put the laundry in the dryer...I’ll try and update tomorrow too, but don;t count on it.....

Well as it turns out, I'm one of those loser geeks that takes a million pictures of their pet and posts them on their site...But she's sooo darn cute..How could I resist?

It's Puppy's anniversary today. Four years ago to the day, we took her home from the SPCA. So we celebrated by making her wer a dumb party hat and my mum actually baked her a cake, and we set a mini table for her and let her blow/slobber her candles out and we gave her a piece that was gone in a millasecond..I didn't even see her chew it!

At the time when we were going to get her, more of us lived here. It was my Mum , sister, brother and myself. So we had to all agree on what kind of puppy we wanted. SO we each made a list of the qualities we wanted in a dog. And after putting the list together, we went off to the SPCA and searched for a dog that had the qualities we wanted.
She needed to have:
(this is from the original list, my mum kept it...)

-skinny-medium (diet dog)
-controllable
-devoted
-not all black
-eyebrows
-not yappy
-saluki like
-floppy ears
-waggy tail
-short haired
-female
-friendly
-from the SPCA
-guard dog capabilities

Well, 10 out of 14 isn’t so bad right?

So we looked and found her...And three days later, we brought her home. I was so excited. I remember I was at the Vans Warped tour when my mum got her home and I wanted to go home to see her but I took the wrong bus and it took four hours for me to get home, but when I did...it was love at first site...Well maybe not love right away. She was and still can be quite a handful.

She would run around the house, tearing the place up. Within the first week of her being here, my socks started to disappear. I couldn’t figure it out...that is until I saw puppy barf them up in the yard. I don’t know why she ate them but she did. One time she barfed up three socks!!! Three and then she pooped one....uhg, gross, you really have no idea how disgusting it is to see you dog poop out your socks....Needless to say, I threw them all out. And even now she likes to take my socks right off my feet, but she doesn’t eat them anymore, she just brings them up to my mum’s room and sleeps next to them.

She did cause a lot of damage in the early days...she ate my mum’s glasses, their case, she once ate an entire cherry pie that get took from the kitchen, still in the dish, and carried up to my mum’s bed to eat..and most recently, she ate a dozen hot dog buns.....She eats garbage, poop, bones, bugs, grass, socks, flowers, stuffed animals, shoes...you name it, she’ll eat it... I should really enter her in an eating contest.

She’s just a really good pet. She knows when something is wrong, and she’ll come and cuddle next to you, or when she needs warmth, she’ll curl up in your bed...

My only complaint: the barking. This dog barks non stop all day. If someone passes on our street or even o the next street over, she barks until she can’t see them anymore. She barks at the cat that sits on our porch at night, she barks a the kids next door when they play ion their driveway, she barks at the mailman, she barks at other barks.... She just barks too darn much. But we can’t really tell her to stop, then what king of guard dog would she be?

All this to say that I’ve loved my puppy from the day we got her. She may not be the most behaved dog, or even the smartest, but she’s a Rupnik dammit, and when your a Rupnik, you don’t have to be smart or behaved.

Didn't blog last night..obviously. A chain of events yesterday sent me into a bad mood and I didn't feel much like writting. Well it wasn't so much a bad mood, more an upset mood. Was still feeling it this morning, especially after the uber crap sleep I had last night.....But things are better now.

Went to Style Exchange after wqork with my friend Spiro...just and innocent visit, but alas..my man wasn't there, but the have extended their 2 for 1 deal adn I may return next wek when I have a full apy to go buy more stuff. A girl can never have enough stuff right??

I was quite pleasantly surprised that the guy who works at the dep down the street from me is pretty cute..It couild have somthing to do with the fact that his arms are fully sleeved with tattoos....He looks a little young....Beggers can't be choosers right?

Going to have to cut it short, because as the new Administrator for the HP300 in my downstairs Lab, I have certain duties I must attend to....

It's official, I’m hot!
It’s hot and sticky out, but the sky is looking pretty mean right now so I’m assuming we are going to get the thunderstorms everyone is talking about. As long as it gets cooler, I don’t care what is does . It could rain frogs and I’d be happy.

I had the day off, and didn’t do much at all. I slept in until much to late. Got up, went outside and tanned, crawled inside had some breakfast, dragged myself back outside and snoozed a while and when I woke up, I was drenched. I was so darn hot that it felt like I was melting. I could barely stand. So I dragged myself down into the living room, which is %100 cooler than the upstairs and watched garbage tv the rest of the afternoon. I should have been doing laundry, getting lunch for tomorrow ready and all that, but the sun just drained me of all the energy I had and I was left helpless.
I even tried to play some PS2, but my brains was mush from the heat and I couldn’t concentrate.

I’m thinking I’d better got to bed early so I can gain enough strength to go to work tomorrow.

And besides that, there isn’t much else to say. I’m hoping i’ll have more to talk about tomorrow after work, something interesting always seems to happen there, although it’s going to be lonely because Aniter has the day off....I guess I’ll manage somehow.

It’s too hot to be up here typing..must..go....down..into....basement....

Well I'm back. The time off felt good. But I did miss the routine and am happy to be writing again.

I’m not going to discuss my Grandmother here, I just feel that these things are best kept for myself and my family. But I wanted to mention this so you don’t think I’ve forgotten about it or don’t care....

So onto happier thoughts. This week has flown by. I really couldn’t believe it when it was friday. In fact, the entire month of july is going by so fast. I can’t believe that the month is almost up...Soon it’s going to be August, then September then October, then before you know it, It’s the holiday season and there’s snow on the ground!! It sometimes feels like I’m in a time warp....My mum said that they are selling Hallow’een things at the dollar store in our mall....Easy there partner...easy. Let’s just let summer end before we move on to the next season.

I went and got my hair done on saturday (yesterday). I just got the colour done. I needed a little pick me up, and nothing picks me up like an afternoon with my colourist Lance. He had got to be the sweetest guy around. I just love him. We always gossip and talk and talk....we have such a good time. So I re-bleached my bangs and we decided to leave the rest of my hair alone since i am growing it out, but we added a chunk of purple....The colour is great, but I’m not so sure about it today. (*Lance if you are reading this, it’s nothing against you..I’m just not sure anymore...) I think I should have stayed within a natural colour range...I know, who would have thought that I would be saying this!! So I may go back and have him re-do it...But I’ll think about it first.

Another thing that cheers me up, a trip to MAC. That always does it. I bought another coloured mascara, this one is a dark green, and two eye liners, one pink, the other purple. And I bought a ticket to an event they are holding in mid-august, it entitled me to a 10$ discount and free make up session that day....There ain’t nothing wrong with that!

But the thing that made me the happiest? Going back to work and having Aniter there with me. She has been there for me the entire week. (Well, she’s always there for me, but more so this week) You know you’ve got a good friend when you don’t have to say anything and they understand. Thanks Aniter.

And besides that it’s been business as usual. I’ve been thinking about Daniel. I know I know, get over it, but really I can’t get over it until I know for certain that there isn’t a chance we could be together. Obsessive? Me? No. So I’m giving it one more shot. There is a pair of shoes I want (no really, I saw them last time I as ther4 and I really do want them....Hey, I’m not going to spend $100.00 just to talk to this guy, If I wanted that I’d call a 1-900 number) So I’m thinking I’ll go either at the end of this week, or the week after, to allow some time between my last visit there, (which was like ten or twelve days ago) and I’ll see if he remembers me and strikes up a conversation...I’ll try and be bold, but knowing me, I’ll wuss out at the last minute. So I’m giving this guy one more chance. If nothing comes of this last visit, then I’ll let it go, really I will.
This sounds desperate doesn’t it?
God, I’m one of those desperate girls who can’t get a date.
Oh wo is me.

What else did I do? I bought Tony Hawk's pro sk8ter 3 on friday, so I was playing that and I watched "Days of Thunder"...So naturally I played Nascar for a few hours after. I going to try and do one of the 200 lap races tomorrow...How ambitious of me.

I have the day off tomorrow, which is good, but the only reason I have it off is because I have to work all week end long. How unfortunate. Actually, I don't really care, it's not like I had any plans.

So tomorrow, I plan on doing ZERO. Maybe work out a little, but that is about it, and maybe a little tanning...weather permitting of course.

Finally got he digital camera to work here at home so I can stop asking Aniter to do it for me...
So here is my puppy with her new toy....

I won't be updating for a little while,
my Grandma passed away on monday.
I am very sad about it, sad for my mum.
But I know we are a very stong, close family and we'll be ok.

I will be back in a few days.

If you can believe it, these are two men.

This is what I'm talking about

Did some things that I don’t normally do today.

Firstly, I voluntarily went out into the sun WITH the intentions of getting a tan. Well not so much a tan than some colour. I had to brave going into the creepy cold room t get the lawn chair. It’s creepy because it’s deep in the basement and spiders hang out there....

SO after the basement ordeal, I set up outside. Got into my bikini, got some magazines, my discman and a bottle of water. It was almost noon so the sun was hot hot hot, and within minutes of lying there, I was hot hot hot. I had my eyes closed and I pictured myself on the beach. The clear, blue water a few steps away, the salty air, white sand, cool breeze.

It was sooo nice. I just thought of nothing. I wasn’t thinking about work, about stupid boys (okay maybe I was..)...nothing. I just concentrated on my imaginary beach. It was awesome. And since I am lucky enough to have hight fences..no tan lines!

So I was out for like an hour and a half. Got some sun. Came in and watched Goldfinger. I can see why this Bond film was like THE Bond film....very enjoyable...

You know what else is enjoyable, the four Boomerangs I drank this afternoon. Another thing I don’t normally do.

And that about does it for today. There was a little scare of thunderstorms..So I ran out to walk the dog incase it wouldn;t be possible tonight, but as it turned out, they showers lasted only an hour and the thunder/lightening was minimal...

I hope it’ll be a nice hot day like today again tomorrow, so I can match the tan I have in the front to my white back....I forgot to flip.

This is the first summer I’ve really, really loved. Not for the fun factor cause I haven’t really done anything, but it’s the first time that I’’ve enjoyed summer weather. The no jackets, the short sleeves....all of it. I love eit so much and to thing that july is just about half over, then one more month and then...fall. I love fall but after is winter, and I’m usually a big fan of the winter season, but this year...I dunno. It’s like I don’t want it to come. I having fun in the sun!

And now it’s getting late. Where did the day go???It’s like one o’clock one minute and the next, it’s ten at night....

Next summer. I’m going to the beach. Or maybe even this winter....I’m craving beach, and beach i shall have.

Want to know how my day was?
I’ll tell you: SHITTY

Shitty because Daniel DIDN’T come by like he said he would.
Shitty because I’m guessing that he didn’t come by because he didn’t want to.
Shitty because he didn’t want to come by cause he wasn’t flirting with me, he was just being friendly and helpful to me the customer.
Shitty because I’ve been a fool all week thinking that this guy would be interested in me.
Shitty because....because I said so.

Euraka!!!! I got it! Thank you Chris! now I can start to post all sorts of pictures!
This one is of my sister Aimee and our friend Spiro

Still trying to post pictures..I'm sooooo close...
I'm not going top talk about the work day today. It's not that it wasn't any fun.I just have more interesting things to say:

So,I saw my hot guy today...He didn't come by, I went to exchange my slide in shoes for full shoes. I took a chance that he would be there... Luckily, he was. I went with Aniter (for support) and ran into him on the stairs. He seemed happy to see me. He was VERY apologetic that he didn’t stop by on monday,. He said sorry like a million times. He said the reason was that he had found an apartment and was moving in. We chatted a while about this and that..All the while we were talking I kept staring at him and thinking about how it would be if we were together. I was trying to figure out if he was a good kisser, if he was the cuddling type, was he wondering the same about me? was I sweating? did I have something i my teeth? Was he interested in me or was he just being really nice.... I really don’t know and I really don’t know WHAT to do. He said he’d come by tomorrow and get those pants.. I told him what my shift was. So HE knows when I’m there... So I guess I have to wait until tomorrow to see if he comes. If he doesn’t come.... Anita, be prepared.
I tried on shoes, found ones that I liked, exchanged them no problem and said good-bye to him. He’s so darn cute.He reminds me of Giovani Ribissi.. He doesn't really LOOK like him, but he reminds of him (doesn that ake any sense?). I bet you anything he’s got a girlfriend... I dunno what to do.. Oh yeah, did I mention I dunno what to do? I don;t think I came stand the humiliation of asking him if he’s single or asking him out on a date and being turned down.. I could never shop at his store again....Why do I get the feeling that I’m going to be buying a lot of shoes i the near future......

The good:
-he remembered me
-he remembered that he was supposed to come by
-he was really sorry and gave the reason why he couldn’t make it
-he was chatty


The bad:
-he’s not here right now with me


Are these good things? Am I over analyzing this? Should I just forget it? Since last friday when I first saw him, I’ve been asking myself all these questions... And the worst part is that there are no answers unless I say something to him. And I’m just not that confident.

The entire train ride home was a roller coaster. I’d get happy about the good things, then I’d get sad about the bad.

I feel like such a loser. I’m a grown woman for crying out loud and i can’t make a move on a guy I like.

SO what do I do? What would you do in my situation? Any advice is welcome. I feel like a chicken with it’s head cut off. Boak! Boak! Boak!

I guess I’m feeling in-like.

Started off today on the wrong foot. Almost literally.
While I was walking to the train, I stepped on something. The sensation under my foot was like none other. It was squishy/crunchy and thick, really gross. I looked back and sure enough, I had stepped on a little froggy. I'm pretty sure it was already dead, But I still felt really bad about it. I even cried on the train. I just felt so awful that this poor little froggy was not only dead, but being walked on. How insulting. I felt bad , real bad. So froggy, wherever you are, I'm sorry. ribbit.

Chris came over tonight. It was unexpected but sooo much fun. We did some computer things (of course) and then we watched the beginning of "From Russia with Love".
*Chris the image STILL doesn't work. What could be the problem??

I had every intentions of writing earlier, but blogger was out of order for whatever reason, but I'm glad it's back now. I am however going to cut it short casue I need to get to bed. Im going to take advantage of the noisy frog not "singing" tonite and try and get to bed early-ish....

I may go see my shoe man tomorrow. If I see him, this will be the defining visit. I hope he's working tomorrow, otherwise... I dunno what to do. I'm really all over the place with this one. It's like the first crush I've had in years and I don't know what to do about it....I feel so stupid. I tink I'm making too much of this and I'm going to wind up dissapointed.....what to do what to do?

somebody save me.....
(at least I wish he would)

God was I tired this morning. Something about getting up at four thirty in the morning I just can't get used to. Maybe it's because only fools get up at that time.

Came home, got into my jammies, and sat my tired butt down and watched the end of Dr.No. It was pretty funny actually. Just really cheesy and all about Honey's boobs....

Work was pretty busy so it went by rather fast. Aniter had to leave early to go to the dentist so I had an our this afternoon alone. The one good thing about starting work at seven is finishing at three.

My mum and I just finished dinner and when I'm done here I will tidy up my room and finally put away my laundry from this week-end. Hopefully I'll be tired early so I can get a good, long sleep. I start again at seven tomorrow so I want to be well rested. I hate being tired cause it makes my tummy upset. And when tummy is upset, I get nervous, and when I get nervous, I get more tummy troubles....It's a big chain reaction.

Though a lot about cute shoe guy...Still kinda hoping that he would come by. I'm going got go and exchange my shoes on thursday...hopefully he will be there. Hopefully he's single. Hopefully he's interested in me. Hope hope hope.

Hey Chris, hope the problem you were having in compiling ssh-3.2.0 for ppc. I would love to give you a hand with that, but you see, I'm so busy. Can't believe your genesis machine generates 2.30Mkeys/s (or 2300Kkeys/s)!!! I'm so jealous! Hey Chris, have you heard this one?:
11001 100101 010101 010010 11001 101001 01 101 1 101010101 1 101 100101 1
0100101 1 101 0 10101 1011010101 1010101000101001001 1 101 110 10 10101 0
0100 101 01 10110 0110 1 10 011 10101000101 10101 10?
1010101001010 1 1 0110 10 10 101010 101010010010001010010101 101110100
1 11 100101001 10 10 1 101 0000101 101 101010 !!!
hahahahhaah, I love that joke....
your' too geek for me Chris, please send me the link to your other site, I lost it's address and I want to link it too!
The good news of the day? Finding out that I don't have to work this saturday. I'm very happy about that! I'd much rather have my two days off stuck together. Another good thing? Most of the managers at work are gone to a meeting in Toronto for the rest of the week. This means that no one will be breathing down my neck to hurry or do this do that..I do things the way I want and how I want the rest of the week, just the way I like it! It's not like they do anyways, but it's like when your parents go out for the night, You arent' going to be bad necessarily, but you COULD if you wanted to....
Me bad...nooooooooo. I would never be bad.

*Aniter: Marnie is meeting us at work at ten thirty to go for break.....

Well, what can I say... Hot Daniel didn't come by.. or at least he didn't while I was there.
I'm very sad about that.

I know I shouldn't have gotten my hopes up about it but I just had this feeling about him. I really thought that he would come by today and we would chat it up and blah blah blah.... But obviously I was worng. I think I just let my imagination run a little too wild and I was expecting too much. I need to learn how NOT to do that anymore.

SO it was a dissapointring day. That's pretty much all I could think about.

I'm going to give it one more chance with him. I want to exchange one pair of the shoes I got. Since I got two slides I thought I could benefit more from having one pair of slides and another pair of shoes....either like these or there was a cute pink pair that I saw.... And if nothing happend between Him and I at that point. I'll forget about it.

I was just hoping that this could be someone I could be with.

There isn't much else to the day. I worked, thought about my cute guy, before you know it, it was four o'clock.

I took my frustrations of the day and went to get cheered up at the MAC counter. $28,57 later and I still feel crapy. But At least I got cool new make-up ( blue mascara, white shimmery eyeshadow, purple eye paint and blush)
So I came home, had a few drinks, and now here I am, telling you about my crapy day.


In other news, my brother Chris got his site up. It's a geek-y site and I really don't understand anything that he is saying, but it's soooo Chris and I love it because of that. I put the linbk in the margins to your left...check it out if youz a computah geek! He put up another one, but I can't acess hotmail now to get the address.. So I'll have to leave it until tomorrow.

Thanks Chris for making my train ride ever so entertaining with the musical wonderments of DJ Pierrefonds and DJ Pesto D'amour.
I know it was trouble so thanks soooooo much!!!

What a freaky looking day.. I dunno what it was like in the city, but here, because of those fires in Quebec, the skies were all hazy and grey but because the sun was so intense, it turned it all orange. So when I woke up this morning, it looked like it was like six am still. And it looked that way pretty much all day. So it was very demotivating, good thing I had nothing planned.

The most I did today was my laundry. That and I started to watch James Bond. Chris lent me the series to watch over the week. SO I'm starting at number one: "Dr.No". Sean Connery is pretty hot, he needs to wax his brows a little, but besides that, he's pretty good looking. But my favorite Bond will always be Roger Moore. Probably because the first Bond movie I ever saw was "For Your Eyes Only" (which is my favorite).

So I got lots of movie watching to do....And I need to get to bes at a decent time tonight. I start early tomorrow and I really don;t want to start the week off all tired.

I really hope that hot guy will come by the store tomorrow....
And now, back to the movie.

It's been a few days,but hey have been either busy days or really hot days. Thats' my excuse and I'm sticking to it!

We finally made it to bingo last night....oh wait.. I have way more exciting news to tell before bingo...

Yesterday afternoon, my manager Spiro at work told me that there was a 2 for 1 sale at a store called Style Exchange. I had been shopping around for a new pair of Diesel slides and they got em' at this store. So we ran right over on my 15 minutes break and not only did they have great shoes but they also had the man of my dreams working there.

He is HOT! He is really just my type. It has really been a long time since I've seen or spoken to someone thta gave me the tingly feling in my tummy. I'm sure he was just being a very friendly salesperson as oposed to flirty, but at this point.. I think I have the right to dream. He was chatty and very helpfull and we engaged in small talk, like he asked if I was from around here, or just visiting....When I told him that I worked at the Gap he was surprised and said I didn't "look like someone that would work there and that wss a good thing.." He also went on to compliment me on my tattoos blah blah blah... We ddin;pt have time to look around to find a second item to take advantage of the sale so I said I'd come back after work and keep looking... I gave him my name and he put them aside for me.

I came back after work and we chatted a little more.... I wound up buying another pair of shoes ( I got the "cosmo" in black and the "kaboom" in the same green as in the picture). We chatted about small things like where I get my tattoos, work stuff...He was looking for a pair of 3/4 shorts for guys and i told him we had some on sale and I'd put them aside for him if we had his size blah blah blah.... So I buy the shoes and when I go to leave I say thanks a lot and he puts his hand up as if to give me a high fiver and I extnd mey hand and it turns into on of those high five hand hold things and I leave... I got back to our store and put the pants aside for him... I meet back up with Aniter, my mumu and my sister who have come downtown to shop. I tell em about the cute guy and they want to go see. So for a third time we go back to the store and we got look at shoes and he walks by me and touches me on the arm and Offers to take my shopping bags and put them behing the cash while I look around AGAIN! I tell him I put the pants aside for him and he says " that's so nice of you you really didn't have to, I'll come by on monday to get them". And when we left he gave me another of the hand hold high fives... So now he is suposed tocome by the store on monday. I hope so. And this guy better not have a girlfriend. Cause I think I heard him say at one point he did but I really can'y be sure... Please, please, please I hope not!!!

I know I sound like a total teenager with a crush, but that's kind of what it feels like. I have been thinking of him all day and alo evening yesterday... His name, as Aniter found out is Daniel. And what makes him even moremperfect is that he skates. Lord knows how much I love them skater boys....
So hope and pray for me that this guy is potential date material.

So after all tht excitement, we went to bingo. It was Aimee, Aniter, Spiro and myself. We had a really great time. I twa very exciting. We came close to winning a few times. It's just too bad that they don't give out prizes to almost winners.

Aimee and Spiro had some dificulty at the begining cause it was their first time and it can be a little stressfull and complicated. But by the second and third round, they were pros. Well I wouldn't say pros,but good anyways... Unfortunutly, we left there 20$ poor-er. No winnings. But we did have a really good time. Good times with good friends. It was funy t see us there. We were by fa the youngest people there and Spiro looked so out of place (which is a compliment)... A veryt nice evening. My legs were so tired of shopping around all day.. All I wanted was my bed.

We all split up, Aniter went home, Spiro went his own way and my sister and I went to go see Lucas at work so Aimee could say goodbye (she is leaving tonight) After that we were on our wqy home...Home sweet home.

I went to bed way too late and got up a little too early... So I think a nap is in order before we go to Chris's today. We are going there and from there we are going o the airport to sent Aimee off.

Fianlly time to write a complete entry. It's been a while and it feels good. I do have much more to say, but I'd rather spent some good quality time with Aimee since it is her last day here.....

(sorry about the spelling. I've been getting some complaints about it, I will try and check over more often, but realy.. I think you get the idea..)

Sweet Baby Jessus, release me from this humidity!!!

I'm okay if I'm not moving..or breathing, but as soon as I do anything, I'm exhausted and covered in sweat. We're suposed to have thunder showers this evening, but from the looks of things, it aint gonna happen. But when the storm does hit...oh by gosh by golly watch out.

Had a great day with Aniter today. I'm sooooo freaking happy that she is back at work with me. It's too bad she's not relaxing but at least i'm not lonely anymore. I can't imagine going throught today without her. We re-ticketed sale items all day. It was easy, lazy work, but very tedious. We were having a good time until about an hour before the end of out shift. Then we just wanted to get the hell outta there. Somehow we made it throught the day. And I was fine until I got off the train and walked home. It's at that point that I lose it. My legs are jelly, my eyes can hardlt stay open and I drag my feet the entire ten minute walk home. And when I get here, I flop down on the couch outside and try and recover some of my energy to be able to go downstairs to my room and change into my pj's and wash my face. I just did that and while I'm still fresh I'm going to do my entry. I didn't do one last night because of the unbearable heat in this room..

Aniter just sent me pictur4s of some good uglies.. I whish I knoew how to put them up.. if anyone can help me out here, that would be good!!!!

Too hot...must shower.....must lower core temperature.......

oh my god, brong on the thundershowers!!

It's so dang hot right now I really do feel like I'm melting....I'm going tio have to cut this real short cause this computer room is like the hottest room in the house...and right now all I want is to go back down into the cool r4efreshing besement and not come back up until I really have to.

We got some relief from the heat though/. Took a little dip in the neighbours pool, adn I just took a cool shower not too long ago... But I'm already feeling the stickiness of the weather and It's making my head hurt a little.

I think I need to eat a fugicle and go back into he basement now....

Finally get to be re-united with Aniter tomorrow... Can hardly wait...
"reunited and it feels so good..."

please let itrain tonight just to take some edge of the hotness...