ok so maybe waiting too long doesn't always mean missing your chance.....

you wait too long and you miss your chance.

Bah-bah-badda bahh...I'm Bloggin'it!

It's Blog time ladies and gents. Something once forgotten here at the ol'sueinreview. Well not forgotten, just put aside for a bit. I'd like to be able to commit to doing it everyday, but somehow other things come up and I put it on the 'to-do' of tomorrow.
Mum is gone to London and I'm here alone...maybe I shouldn't announce that....I mean I'm here...woth my pitbull, who has a bad temper, and the maid is here when I'm at work.....
Work is going good. It's keeping me really busy but its almost like I feel too busy and cant finish anything 100%, or the way I want it done. My counter is understaffed....It has been for likea ayear now and I'm really getting tired. Working most night shifts, doing most sunfday shifts.... Actually it's not even all the night shifts, its more like when I'm there I'm there alone. Then i come back here...alone... I travel alone. I walk alone. Dinner for one. I wash one dish, one glass and a fork after my meal. I never thought it would bother me and I guess in a way it doesnt. But in another way it does. Im not saying 'ohhhh i need someone to feel complete' or I need someone to come home to. But it might be nice to have the option. Maybe I'll let some dishes accumulate for a few days, then it'll ne like I had company over.
Maybe I'll get a fish. Although I enjoy the simple maintenance Prickles McCactus requires. My how he's grown.
October is a creepy month. Everything is chilly. Quiet. Foggy. Crunchy leaves. Barky dogs.
I've been having a kick out of thinking aboiut really funny things and just letting out the laughter. Like today in a meeting, i was thinking about my friend Eric and how fucking funny this guy is. He was telling thet whena customer is boring him about their life storie he tries not to bling for as long as possible, until his eyes burn and water, or he'll let his eyes go crossed. The image of him doing it made me bite my lip and eventually some giggles fell out of my mouth.
You know what? Life is really too short to not have any fun, If your not laughing then forget it. I love watching people interact wiht eachother.
At my brother's birthday ealry september when we were all out at a bar, his friends were all there and everyone was talking over eachother and I was looking around at then all. And though how strange it was that words comming out of one person's mouth made the other smile and laugh so hard. It feels good to make someone else smile.
So now I walk around work wiht a smile. Weathe I mean it or not is another story, But it makes everyone else smile. It would be rude not to smile back, so they do. It's fun knowing that I leave a trail of smiles as i walk down the hall.
Meantime they are all thinking I'm on crack....but at least that must make them smile too.