Ok, yeah all that stuff I said about everything being cool and falling into place and clarity blah blah....yeah, forget that.

I don’t know what the hell is going on but man oh man, all I CAN say is that sue=confused

nothing serious, I mean work is good, home is fine, friends are cool....it’s that other part....
It's got me all bent outta shape.....

Ugh, anyways moving on.......

Went out to see LOTR (yes again) with my two brothers last night. It was worth being all tired today.....kinda forgot it was like a three hour movie, but this time it seemed to go by really fast. So that was last night.....
Tomorrow, i have the day off, which rocks!! I’m going over to Lucas’s and we are just going to chill and play video games all day long....some NHL 2003, NASCAR 2003.......maybe even some Mortal “Komabatthhhh”.

And besides that not really much has been going on......found out that I have 2 weeks vacation.......which is cool, but what isn’t is that I have to tell them soon, when I want to use them.....How the hell am I supposed to know? I hate that, what if I decide to take it XXX day and on YYY day, something comes up? Hate committing to a certain date.....but what choice do I have right?

Ok well, this was just a little check in and now I need to go make me a NASCAR, put away my laundry, make my bed, clean my pigsty of a room, do the laundry that’s dirrty, get my bag ready for tomorrow so I don’t forget anything, clean my shoes, watch a movie?........................

Okay so now it’s been more than just a little while, it;s been like a month...geez.
It’s late now and I’m really tired so I’ll be brief.

Thins have been going really good for me, especially lately.... It’s like a chain reaction of events made me happier. It’s weird and it’s even weirder that it’s not the events that I thought would happen at all!

Anyways.....during this time I got together with my friend Mark who I hadn’t seen in like months and we got together and drank and talked drank and talked...Us ladies, Aniter, Marnie and I had a really awesome girls night at Marnie’s place complete with sleep over...Work is still going really well, I’m happy there, for now anyways.....Most recently I went to see a show, “Les Pugilist” (see link at left) which was great fun... I went with Esther, Cathy and Lisa and Cathy’s sister and not only did we have fun there, but getting ready was cool. It had been a very long time for me since I had gone out somewhere that involved lots of getting ready..... So it took us forever as you could imagine it would....four girls, one bathroom, one ‘final net’ bottle, two mirrors.........you do the math.

Anyways the show was a blast and it just felt really go out and I plan on doing it much more often now...Guess I just need to find the healthy balance between work and socializing......
SO that’s it for now, but without making ANY promisses, I’m relaly going to try and update at least on a weekly basis.....at least..