Sorry I haven't been updating, but I wasn't home all week-end and was far too tired to even consider turning on the computer.

Friday night was that horrid over night shift, from nine until four, AM that is. And there's nothing like an overnight shift the mess your system up. I was fine until about three or so when my body was going: "Hey what the fuck? What are you trying to do to me? I'll show you!". And it showed me alright, it shouwed me in the form of the worst gassy cramps I'd ever had. I stayed the night at Aniter's which is always fun after a new collection because we'er exhausted from all the wok and we get all giddy from being overtired....

Saturday night I had tickects to go see the "Cirque du Soleil". As cheesy as it's going to sound, the only way I can describe it is: magical. This years, it's called "Varekai" and there seemed to be a little less circus acts and more story line, which you you think would be a bad thing but infact it was extremely well done. The costumes and make-up were phenomenal and the set was just awesome, the music is all live too! They put on such a great show and there's sooooo much to look at. Every one is in their character regardless of where they were or could be seen. They are really an inspiring group and I can see why so many people want to be a part of it. And you realize just how good they are becaseu they make every move look easy, they even make flying look possoble. What was even more inpressve was the in this particular show, there were no nets or harness' of any kind, and trust me, some of the things they were doing should require some sort of safety device. Check out the link I gave for it.

So saturday night, after the show, I went to Marnie's to babysit their pets and as it turned out, they came home early and I got tpo spend some of sunday just lazying around with them. Dave (her husband) got me a pair of old skool vans (red & black) which was a very nice thing to do. I get really embarassed getting gifts in front of other people so I hope I didn't seem ungratefulIt, cause I'm not, I'm just shy and I'm especially shy around him casue I don't know him that well. It was fun to just goof off and do noothing. Then sunday night I worked until ten, got home by eleven, in bed by midnight thirty.

Needlesss to say, I was tired getting up this morning and kind of sluggish all day. I think what made it worse was the Anita wasn't there so I ddinlt really talk to anyone. But I did find out that a few other managers are leaving, some I don;t really mind, others I do, butn the problem is that with them gone, the only managers that will be left are all manager that don;t like me. So I gues I can look foward to being picked on until they fire me.....And I'm not exagerating, Iknow for fact that they don't like me. I'm really going to try andf be nice to them all, even if it means being nice to Caroline Courtemanche ( Martine #2). Whatever, it can;t hurt to be nicwe right? And mum always taught me to treat others as you would like to be treated yourself. And it really doesn;t feel nice to be not liked, so why should I do it to others. right? Well this is all fine and dandy to wriute but it will be somethiung else to actually do....will keep you posted.

So now here I am at home, drinking a beer and eating fruit roll ups in my jammies. Just where I want to be......Cathy (from MAC) called tday and she needs a model for one of her calsses and wtns me to do it..sounds like fun but it will be thursday at noon. I'm owed a day off, so I hope I can take it.