Vacation days left: 2

I think I've reached a plateau as far as feeling better is concerned. It would seem that I'm not really getting better, or worse, just staying the same.

So lets see, friday night we were suposed to go out for Sylvie's birthday. So the birthday girl came over to my house to get ready. Because Sylvie didn't have the car for that evening, we had to rely on her friend Cathy to drive us around. Cathy also invited he boyfriend Johnathan ( that neither of us really know, how nice). I had originally suggested that we go downtown (by train) to a restaurant and then we could go to the Paramount to see the Cameron Diaz movies that Sylvie really wanted to see, but as it turned out, Cathey didn't feel like going donwtown, so since Sylvies can't speak up for herself for some reason, she said that she doesn't want to go downtown either and that she want s to stay local, which means going out to Laval. So Cathy and her boyfriend arrive at my house on time for once and she (Cathy) says that we are going to eat at La Chitarra, which is a VERY expensive Italian reataurant in St-Eustache, like $30 for a meal expensive. And just that morning, Cathy was telling Sylvie that she wouldn't be able to pay for her (Sylvie's)dinner cause she's broke. And it was so nice of Cathy to NOT discuss where we were going, coinsidering it's not at all her birthday... So Sylvie finally speaks up and says she'd rather go somewhere on boulevard St-Martin in Laval, fine so we go. But now thta we are there, Sylvie can't decide where she wants to go because since she "doesn't live here anymore she doesmn't know whats around"...I am so fed up of her saying this because yes she moved to Switzerland but she comes here like every other month in the summer and spends the entire school year here, so really she not away for that long so I told her: " NOTHING HAS CHANGED, EVERYTHING IS THE SAME, YOU WERE ONly GONE FOR 2 MONTHS OUT OIF THIS YEARS, YOU KNOW EXACTLY WHATS AROUND HERE, IT'S THE ONLY PLACE WE GO TO EAT!!". I wasn't yelling, but I was definatly getting "upitty". She finaly got the clue and still couldn't decide where to eat and Cathy and Mr. Boring couldn't decide either. So I said "the only place we ever eat here is a t Moe's or Bently's, so which is it?"

Finally the decision is Moe's. And we eat and it's okay and whatever. While Sylvie is in the bathroom, we ask them to bring her cake, so they do and sing her happy birthday and the other waiters were trying to embarras our waiter by saying that he really wanted a kiss from Sylvie and anyways our waiter ran away all embarasses and whatever but Sylvie was like " When are people going to realize that I'm married??" All I could think about was that she's 22 and wears her wedding ring on the opposite hand.. and who the hell would assume that she would be married? She's got to get over this and realize that not everyone is flirting with her and not everyone knows that she's married....

But wait, the fun didn't end there, we spent 30 minutes trying to decided what to do next in the car, but Mr. Boring was very obviously giving the eyes at Cathy meaning that he was tired and ddintl want to do anything so he drove us home, and Sylvie and I watched Elimi-date and then she went home.... Which was fine with me but I felt bad that Sylvie didn't really have much birthday fun, but she also said that she needed to study and didn't really want to do much, so it was sorta her choice.

Yesterday I went fabric shoping with Anita. We walked from Jean Talon metro to her place near Mount Royal metro, we walked for like 4 hours! Needless to say that even thought my new sneaker are really comfy, my feet hurt by the time I got home. We had fun though but it was really cold and I wished that I had had middens, but the cold weather didn't keep us from going to the Dairy Queen for a soft serve. They have a new dipping flavour: caramel. It was enjoyable and a nice change from the chocolate, but it was a little too sweet for me. Unfortunutly we didn't find any fabric but it was fun just the same. So I got home by eight and just about died from exhaustion. My feet hurt, I was crampy, my eyes were burning... So I got into my jammies and watched the t.v for the rest of the evening and then into the moring.. I just couldn't get to sleep. I finally did by four in the morning. So I woke up about two hours ago and haven't done much except walk arounf in circles wondering what I'm going to do today.....

What am I going to do today?