TOPIC TUESDAY WILL NOT BEEN SEEN THIS WEEK DUE TO ME NOT WANTING TO DISCUSS FOOD. BUT IT WILL RETURN TO IT'S REGULAR TIME SLOT NEXT TUESDAY

Finaly I think my mood is changing. I felt much better after talking to Cathy (the MAC trainer),not that everyone else didn't make me feel better, just that she told me a few things that gave me hope. She said that they really liked me and they could see me working at MAC, but it was just that they neded someone with a little more experience and they will call as soon as there is a position availiable in a suitable location (meaning maybe not start at such a busy store). She's so sweet. She even invited me over to her place so I could sit in on one of her make-up lessons. She also said that if she ever gets a contract that she can't do, she'll send them to me. How very nice. She just made me feel better because she made it clear that it wasn't becasue of me personally that I didn't get it. so now I feel :-I

Vacation starts this friday....Can't wait. Trying to set up getting my elbows tattooed while on holiday. That would be a good thing. Look foward to feeling rested and meybe I'll even get rid of this terrible tension I have in my shoulders. I seem to only get it when I walk into work...wonder why?

The luchclub movie this week has been "Jesus". What a real dissapointment. We were looking foward to it so much, but we thought it was going to be as entertaining as "The Ten Commandments" and it totally was not. I couldn't folow it at all. It was like they were running low on film and kept jumping from one thing to the next. Not very "non-believer" friendly. My manager taugh me more in 5 minuted than the entire movie did. If anything, it taught me that I believe even LESS in God/Jesus/heaven/hell than ever before. I mean why did he only save some people? Why didn't he go around the world saving them? Why did he make the pigs evil? I'm just not getting the hole Jesus is my savior thing....Not for me.

Work has been flying by. I know we are only tuesday but the actual work days pass by so quickly because we are really busy. I'm training someone tomorrow so I'm sure it'll go by VERY fast.

It's payday this week. Also got a GST check yesterday which I cashed and spent already....It's okay casue since my make-up strike is over, I felt the need to spend $60 on some new foundation. I deserved it right? At least that's what I tell myself.