My tummy is not feeling good at all at the moment. I'm not sure what exactly set if off, but it's to the point where I think I may barf....and as I've discussed before, I have a seroius fear of vomitting, but at least I'm at home, and if it should happen, then it's beeter to happen here.....I ddin't eat anything out of the ordibnary today....so I blame it on the iron suppliments I've been taking, one of its possible side effects are nausea, vomitting, cramps and a bunch of other unpleasant things......uhg...

Last night there were some crazy storms here. I don't usually mind storms but last night it was just lightening and no thunder. Too much lighteniung at very clse intervals, that made me a litle nervous... See, the enormous weeping willow across the street from me has been hit by lightening like 5 times, not since I've lived here, but I'm always a little nervous that a bolt will hit it and out house will be crushed.....

So I was watching the lightening out my window...and was getting all freaked out...and suddenly I found myself feeling very affraid. Too affraid to even tun around because I knew my closet was open and the room was poitch black. All I could imagine was zombies and monsters creeping up behind me, waiting for me to turn around... So I jumped into my bed, pulled the cover up to my nose and watched the storm from my bed (you have no ida how much I HATE even writting the word storm....for reasons only a few will understand) and then I got to thinking about that bit in Poltergeist when the clown is under the kids bed and goes bonkers, then the tre eats him...So now I'm even more freaked out and it was gettin glate (23h00) and I had the be up by 4h45....not good. When I finaly did get to sleep, I had nightmares, no doubt induced by the fear of the weather.

I was dreamng that I was running from something that was chasing me. I was running throught the woods I grew up in. It was pouring rain, with thunder and lightening. It seemed so real, You know when you have a scarry dream you can actually feel the fear? Like you chest tenses up, you find it harder to breath, you feel panicked.. I was feeling all those things. I was runing, and I could feel the damp, stomy tense air. I could feel the big wet maple leaves slapping me in the face as I ran throught the woods.. I could hear and feel the slushy mud under my snaekers, but I couldn't hear anything behind me, but I knew something or someone was running after me....I was running and running and the woods never ended. I finally woke up at one point, blankets in a heap on the floor, shivering cold and was sure I still ahd a few hours to go before I had to get up. I rubbed my eyes and the clock read: 3h58...only less than and hour left of sleep. Let me teel you, it's a goods thing we were really busy at work, otherwise I would have been a complete zombie.

It's so muggy and sticky out right now, everything feels damp.

My tummy still hurts and all I want to do it lie down and fall asleep so it'll be tomorrow and I (hopefully) wont have a tummy ache anymore.

And so it shall be.