that says it all...... 
Another day down. Another day of healing.
I'm at that point of the breakup where I'm not quite an emotional mess anymore, I'm not really angry, I'm over being vengeful....Now it's the lonely phase.
Now I feel the void. My body feels something is really missing-
Yup, I feel the loneliness. I'm missing the dates, the outings the walks, the dinners......The companionship laced with butterflies and anticipation.
sigh sigh....At least I'm sleeping more than 2 hours a night now and am at about 56% or my usual self.

Love is like a bag of chips. You can't just have one, they're wonderfully delicious and irresistible. The make you happy at the time.... And the next day you feel like shit.
Take THAT Forest Gump!


So tomorrow I'm staring my piano lessons. My friend has offered her services as teacher and we begin tomorrow- It'll be fun and one more thing to keep my mind occupied. I just hope she's got real patience... I haven't really played the piano in like 20 years.....Oh not only does that sound like a long time ago but it makes me sound old too- yehk.
I can't believe I'm at an age where I can refer to things as being done "20 years ago"

Tomorrow I work from 14H00-18H00.....How great is that? I can sleep in AND still be off early enough to have a life.....