SO my weekend?

SO my weekend?

Yeah, I spent it being sick. I'm illin' and it sucks. Well I guess it could be worse. It's not like I have the flu- I just feel uber tired and weak, itchy throat, cough and a loss of voice.
I think I may have a new World's Record for most Ginger Ale consumed in one weekend.
Before being struck by illness, I had a nice night of playing crib with my friend Allen. We had a lovely time and it was so enjoyable that we decided to not keep score. I mean win ... Loose...Who cares right? It's a friendly game after all.....

So besides that I've been trying to feel better about the breakup. I know it's dragging on and on but it still feels very fresh to me. I'm beginning to wonder when it's going to get better. I can't stand to see couples and huggy kissy business. It makes me sick with hurt.

You know I was staring to think that it would be fun to go out and pick up and flirt and all that- then I just couldn't imagine going through with it. I though about being with someone else and it hurt really bad- Even without doing it it made me feel guilty.
It's like when I see these people,e hugging or holding hands I can remember and almost feel the way it did when I was with him. I can still smell him around and when I do it hurts so bad to know I'm never going to kiss him again. Me and him will never spoon at night again. I'll never be held the way he held me.

And it fucking sucks.

Fucking Dink Lagrota

*sigh*

I did go to Ikea and actually bought something this time. The lovely Krister desk you see before you now stands in my room. It's actually quite nice, not only is the height perfect, but I like looking down into my screen as opposed to looking straight at it.
This was the first Ikea trip where I didn't feel as if I was going insane. We met up with m,y brother, his wife and my nephew and we had a nice (but short) visit together. I think it was because I was middle sedated with cold medicine that it went so well at Ikea. I guess that's the trick.