ok so it's been five months since I posted last.....see the thing about being in a coma is that you never know just when you're going to wake up......



had the day off today and spent the afternoon passing out in the sun. it was nice until I think I started to hallucinate.. I was dreaming that I was trying to wake up but couldn't open my eyes no matter how hard I tried and my mum was telling me to get up or I'll get burnt (which i did). So I dreamt that I tried to get up and walk into the house but it was like my body was made of lead and I couldn't really move and I eneded up passing out on the lawn....this was all a dream of course, but when I actually did wake up I was sooooooo very sure that it actually happened... I couldn't figure out what was going on and it took a long time for me to realize that it was all a crazy heat dream....ark.

now I look like J's palms.......My face is on fire as is the entire front of my body....

* note to self...next time I'm passing out in the sun, make sure to fall on my face so I can even out this tan/burn....