How long has it been this time? One week? Two?
Either way it’s just been too long.

I wish I could get into some sort of routine with this schedule. I seem to be having a difficult time with it. Especially the 10H40 to 7H10 shifts that cut right into my day....

I guess I was just too used to having a fixe schedule with the odd change up and now it’s like every week is all wonky and different...just can’t get used to it. Consequently, my blogging has been suffering as has the cleanliness of my room...it’s not “dirty” just messy.

My weekends are all over the place and often not two days off together..I thin I’m just feeling really burnt out and I feel like I can’t catch up on anything.

I feel like I’m running up a sand hill, get get up a little but end up sliding right back down or not moving forward. It feels like I need to take a week off and just sit down and say OK, this is what my plan is.....But I don’t think I can afford that, and work wouldn’t like that either.....so I’m just going to have to try and slowly, day by day get back on track.

And on top of that my mind has just been somewhere else. I can’t get to bed cause it’s too busy thinking......which adds to my feeling of burnt- outness.

I visited my brother Chris and Isabelle this sunday. It had been so long since I had seen then and it was great. I love them so much...and miss them...She looks so beautiful pregnant. It’s like from the back you would never know and then when she turns around she has this perfectly round tummy...Simon should be here soon, early april I think..... My mum and my brother were painting his room and Isabelle and I chatted in the kitchen. I love taking with her. It’s like having another sister- it’s that comfortable.

So that was that...I bought the Sims for the PS2 on friday? No saturday.. Friday was Dare Devil night.....

Friday Spiro and I went to go see the movies everyone said not to...But before we went out to have burgers at Baton Rouge... But these aren’t just “burgers” they are BURGERS. The king that make your mouth water when you talk about them...they were gggggoooooood! (Served with fries and smoky bbq sauce......)
And then we caught a nine o’clock show at the Paramount. And I don;t care what you say but I really like Dare Devil....The only thing I could say against it was that at times it got a little too animated which hurt me eyes and it took a little while for me to get used to seeing Ben Afflec as a super hero...but the movie was great. It had all the right components...

And then Spiro drove me home and that was that. It was a great was to end a very long work week.....

Saturday I went into town cause I had to finish off some paper work for work and ate lunch wit da man and bought the Sims.....was really looking for clothing but was quite unsuccessful in doing so..


Came home and basically spent sunday playing sims.....I’m doing really well now, I’ve moved out of mum’s place, and out of my temporary apartment and now I’m living in the party house next to the frat boys....I sense trouble a brewing....

Had work today, left early, had a mini rumble in the bronx that ended up being nothing, but I left anyways...just as a precaution...so I watched my new X-Men DVD...with special sneak previews and stuff of X-Men 2.....only 2 more months and it’s out..may 2.....can’t wait...SO I watched like the 5 extra bonus hours of footage and just sat around trying to recoup some energy. And now I plan on taking a bath and going to bed by like nine, nine-thirty. I think it’ll really do me some good to get some extra sleep.

So I guess what I’m saying here is ...

Good night