Oh man my friends are good to me.

Aniter, Marnie and myself all went out for dinner last night (monday). It was just a casual thing, just us getting together to have a nice healthy meal. It was great. We hadn’t gotten together the three of us for quite sometime. It was kind of a congratulations type dinner for me I guess.

Anyways at the end of the meal Aniter and Marnie give each other a “okay now?” look and Marnie pulls this great big bag out of her knapsack and gives it to me.....I already knew what it was and I was freaking out. Those two incredibly fantastic girl had gone out and bought me a portfolio to put all my make up photos in...It’s beautiful and I love it, and I love it even more because of who gave it to me. I was so surprised and blown away and I guess the stress of the day too, I burst out into tears. I couldn’t control it, it just leaked out of me. I felt like a bit of a fool but eventually regained my composure... I was just so touched. I wasn’t expecting anything and his was such a generous gift...And The funny thing was that the last time I was talking to Marnie she kept asking me if I had a portfolio and if I was thinking about getting one anytime soon...

Dinner was awesome too, although I’m not really supposed to say what we ate....but lets just say it was a menstrual girl’s dream....!!
And tonight I plan on going to bed early, real early. I have huge dark circles under my eyes and I nee to get rid of them, even my concealer can’t help me now....

I still haven’t given my notice into work. I had a call from the mall to discuss my pay and I really wasn’t happy with what they were offering and the woman said she couldn’t negotiate and blah...blah...blah...but them I spoke with Karine (the woman in charge of the Benefit counter) and she assured me that she would fix everything and that even she thought the pay the offered was quite unfair- so now I feel much better and I’ll feel even better when I can just tell my managers that i’m going. Not being able to tell them has been the hardest thing. We are making the schedule for next week and they are talking about december and all this stuff that is going on and all I can think about is how I may not be there for that . I just want to warn them to get more help, but I can’t really do that without saying that I’m going. Hopefully the pay issue will be resolves tomorrow and I can give in my resignation by the end of this week- otherwise I just may have a heart attack!!!


I just can't wait to start my new job- and start to fill up my portfolio.