Oh my goodness, I cannot believe how boring today was.

There wasn’t a darn thing to do. Nothing. Nada. Zip. Zero. Niet. I was pretty much done what I had to do by ten thirty this morning. SO that left only like five hours left of my shift. Five entire hours to fill. Luckily we have an hour lunch, but after lunch we still had three hours to fill. And when there isn’t anything to do, three hours is a long time. SO basically we just avoided managers and looked busy as much as possible. It worked, but man was it boring. I REALLY don’t know what we are going to do tomorrow. I just hope something comes up so that I can keep my mind off flying on thursday.

Oh yeah all that stuff I said yesterday about not being afraid, forget it. Well not really, it comes in waves. Sometimes the wave is excitement and other times its nervousness. But I know I’m only nervous anticipating things. Once there and up in the air I know I’ll be fin, it’s the getting there that freaks me out.

Anita had brought pictures from when she was on vacation adn9in one of them she is on the top of a very high mountain and you can see in the distance little houses and street and I was imagining that that’s what I was going to see when I’m up in the plane and that made me a little nervous.

For the past two nights I’ve been having trouble sleeping and when I do I dream about missing the flight of not being able to find Isabelle or taking the wrong plane...you know the usual anxious dreams.

I brought in my application to get my pocket sized birth certificate. I thought I was going to be waiting for ever because the number I got was like 374 and when I looked up to see what number they were at, the counter read: 330. So I thought to myself, should have brought a book. But to my joy and surprise, it only took an half hour. And it’ll be ready by this thursday, how’s that for service? SO now with my birth certificate I can my passport, and with my passport I can go to NY!

And when I got home today there was a letter for me from MAC. My heart seriously stopped and I paused before I opened it. I don;t know what I was expecting it to be but it was the letter that was supposed to come with the make-up I had gotten from them. I t w said thank you for your thoughtful letter to us blah blah....we value our customers...yadda yadda. It was really nice. Oh MAC why wont you just HIRE ME ALREADY!!!! I guess when it’s my time, they’ll call.

And that brings s to now I guess. Dinner should be soon so I’d better go lend a hand in the cuisine. And I plan on maxin’ and relaxin’ for the rest of the evening!