so..moving on.

I'm here at Marnie and Dave's...and it's not just hot, it's fucking hot. Like body melting hot. The windows are wide oopen and the fan is on full blast and still I can't find any relief from the hot. My body feels like there is a layer of water between the skin and the fat..I feel thick.

I know I know..I'm complaining about the weather, somthing I hate, but really, how can you know when it's like 40 degrees out and the humidity is at 100%?

I think I'm just going to take a cool shower and try and get some sleep.

SO my day today went well. It seemed to zoom by real fast. I didn't really remember eating luch at all, and the morning is a blur.....I really had to sit here for a while and think about what I had eaten for lunch...I think my brians have melted.

After work my brother and I went shopping. Our first stop: Style Exchange, home of the cute boy I've been lusting after. Well we go there and sure enough cute boy comes up from behinfd me and says hello and we talk and talk blah blah...I offer him a coupon to come to our disount day at work.He's been super nice and chatty and then it happens....he says it and as he is my chest feels heabvy and I kind of get that pueky feeling. He says:"Sorry, I really want to go but me and my GIRLFRIEND are going to her parent's place......" adnt afte he said tht i wasn't really listnening anymore. I didn't really need to but I kept on acting as if I didn't have a huge crush and him and like I didn't care......By this time I got the embarasswed rash on my chest (Aniter, you know what I'm talking about...but fro the rest of you, I get a red rash all over my chest when I get really embarased) which was seen by all because I was wearing my new scoop necktop....bad move Sue..bad move. He went on to invite me to a perty tonight. It's a m idnight shoping thing at a new store called fly.. I was considering going, just being a little adventurous and going, but
#1, it' s way the fuck too hot
#2 I won't know anyone there, except hot guy-with-a-girlfriend, and now that I know he's taken, wht's the point?
#3 it's at midnight and I'm already in jammies

But whatever right? Something good did copme out of it...if that's possible. I was carrying MY HUGE make up case and he asked what was inside and adn I told him it was make-upn and he asked if I was a make-up artist and I say yes I am. SO then he goes on to say that they are going to be doing a photo shoot for diesel (apparently they do their own shoots at the store, and he photographs them) and he wanted a local make-up artist to to the work, and he asked if I'd be interested... like duh, of course I am. Nothing is for sure and knowing this guy, he may forget, but I know I wont and I' m going to remind him......SO hopefully this will work out and I'll get this gig....It would be great to put something like that in my portfolio.

oh yeah funny thing, he was asking whwer I live and when I told him, he said oh do you know Amanda...He didn't even have to say her last name. I knew the bitch he was talking about. I had worked with this girk for many a summer at the water slides, hated her then and would most likely hate her now. Not only do I hate her becasue she is tall, thin and pretty, but because she was going out with a guy I really liked, and him and I had a history and she got in the way of a bunch of stuff...such a long stoery and sooo long ago, all to say I dno't like this girl one bit. She is hot guy with a girlfriend's best friends girl....fuck her....I can't stand her..even talking about her here is maddening.....uhg.

SO them it was off to MAC, I had an appoiontment to get amakeup done, was a little late but it didn't really matter. My good friend Cathy was there and she did my make-up anh we had a great time catching up and chatting the way us girls tend to do. I looked so good after she was done with me, not to be vain or anything....But my skin looked so eaàven and healthy and radiating, not a blemish in sight. She did this really nice smokey look wuith purples and whit... really intense. Bought some stuff...of course and then Lucas met bacvk with me and we went off to Indigo.

At lndiog, I picked up a German phrase book so I can try and comunicate with Sylvie's husband Visar. I've talked about them before here....I'm not going to anymore though, well not right now. That entire situation is a little sensitive right now and I don't feel right talking about it here, even though it would feel good to get it all out. I'm going to give it my all, just stop being so selfish, get over it and deal quietly.
case closed.

And after that I came here and was hot, watched The Osbourns (I'll still bring it to lunch club Aniter, I wasn't really paying attention, so I missed a lot) And now here I am, finally updating. The lace is quiet, it's quiet outside, no doggie to walk, just quiet kitty who likes to mind her own buisness.....