Well I'm back. The time off felt good. But I did miss the routine and am happy to be writing again.

I’m not going to discuss my Grandmother here, I just feel that these things are best kept for myself and my family. But I wanted to mention this so you don’t think I’ve forgotten about it or don’t care....

So onto happier thoughts. This week has flown by. I really couldn’t believe it when it was friday. In fact, the entire month of july is going by so fast. I can’t believe that the month is almost up...Soon it’s going to be August, then September then October, then before you know it, It’s the holiday season and there’s snow on the ground!! It sometimes feels like I’m in a time warp....My mum said that they are selling Hallow’een things at the dollar store in our mall....Easy there partner...easy. Let’s just let summer end before we move on to the next season.

I went and got my hair done on saturday (yesterday). I just got the colour done. I needed a little pick me up, and nothing picks me up like an afternoon with my colourist Lance. He had got to be the sweetest guy around. I just love him. We always gossip and talk and talk....we have such a good time. So I re-bleached my bangs and we decided to leave the rest of my hair alone since i am growing it out, but we added a chunk of purple....The colour is great, but I’m not so sure about it today. (*Lance if you are reading this, it’s nothing against you..I’m just not sure anymore...) I think I should have stayed within a natural colour range...I know, who would have thought that I would be saying this!! So I may go back and have him re-do it...But I’ll think about it first.

Another thing that cheers me up, a trip to MAC. That always does it. I bought another coloured mascara, this one is a dark green, and two eye liners, one pink, the other purple. And I bought a ticket to an event they are holding in mid-august, it entitled me to a 10$ discount and free make up session that day....There ain’t nothing wrong with that!

But the thing that made me the happiest? Going back to work and having Aniter there with me. She has been there for me the entire week. (Well, she’s always there for me, but more so this week) You know you’ve got a good friend when you don’t have to say anything and they understand. Thanks Aniter.

And besides that it’s been business as usual. I’ve been thinking about Daniel. I know I know, get over it, but really I can’t get over it until I know for certain that there isn’t a chance we could be together. Obsessive? Me? No. So I’m giving it one more shot. There is a pair of shoes I want (no really, I saw them last time I as ther4 and I really do want them....Hey, I’m not going to spend $100.00 just to talk to this guy, If I wanted that I’d call a 1-900 number) So I’m thinking I’ll go either at the end of this week, or the week after, to allow some time between my last visit there, (which was like ten or twelve days ago) and I’ll see if he remembers me and strikes up a conversation...I’ll try and be bold, but knowing me, I’ll wuss out at the last minute. So I’m giving this guy one more chance. If nothing comes of this last visit, then I’ll let it go, really I will.
This sounds desperate doesn’t it?
God, I’m one of those desperate girls who can’t get a date.
Oh wo is me.

What else did I do? I bought Tony Hawk's pro sk8ter 3 on friday, so I was playing that and I watched "Days of Thunder"...So naturally I played Nascar for a few hours after. I going to try and do one of the 200 lap races tomorrow...How ambitious of me.

I have the day off tomorrow, which is good, but the only reason I have it off is because I have to work all week end long. How unfortunate. Actually, I don't really care, it's not like I had any plans.

So tomorrow, I plan on doing ZERO. Maybe work out a little, but that is about it, and maybe a little tanning...weather permitting of course.