Still trying to post pictures..I'm sooooo close...
I'm not going top talk about the work day today. It's not that it wasn't any fun.I just have more interesting things to say:

So,I saw my hot guy today...He didn't come by, I went to exchange my slide in shoes for full shoes. I took a chance that he would be there... Luckily, he was. I went with Aniter (for support) and ran into him on the stairs. He seemed happy to see me. He was VERY apologetic that he didn’t stop by on monday,. He said sorry like a million times. He said the reason was that he had found an apartment and was moving in. We chatted a while about this and that..All the while we were talking I kept staring at him and thinking about how it would be if we were together. I was trying to figure out if he was a good kisser, if he was the cuddling type, was he wondering the same about me? was I sweating? did I have something i my teeth? Was he interested in me or was he just being really nice.... I really don’t know and I really don’t know WHAT to do. He said he’d come by tomorrow and get those pants.. I told him what my shift was. So HE knows when I’m there... So I guess I have to wait until tomorrow to see if he comes. If he doesn’t come.... Anita, be prepared.
I tried on shoes, found ones that I liked, exchanged them no problem and said good-bye to him. He’s so darn cute.He reminds me of Giovani Ribissi.. He doesn't really LOOK like him, but he reminds of him (doesn that ake any sense?). I bet you anything he’s got a girlfriend... I dunno what to do.. Oh yeah, did I mention I dunno what to do? I don;t think I came stand the humiliation of asking him if he’s single or asking him out on a date and being turned down.. I could never shop at his store again....Why do I get the feeling that I’m going to be buying a lot of shoes i the near future......

The good:
-he remembered me
-he remembered that he was supposed to come by
-he was really sorry and gave the reason why he couldn’t make it
-he was chatty


The bad:
-he’s not here right now with me


Are these good things? Am I over analyzing this? Should I just forget it? Since last friday when I first saw him, I’ve been asking myself all these questions... And the worst part is that there are no answers unless I say something to him. And I’m just not that confident.

The entire train ride home was a roller coaster. I’d get happy about the good things, then I’d get sad about the bad.

I feel like such a loser. I’m a grown woman for crying out loud and i can’t make a move on a guy I like.

SO what do I do? What would you do in my situation? Any advice is welcome. I feel like a chicken with it’s head cut off. Boak! Boak! Boak!

I guess I’m feeling in-like.