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Just got back from cashing in on my birthday back massage so this entry will be a litle short casue I don't want to lose this relax feling I got going on.....

It really was super, but I have to admit, I was really nervous before going in... All day I was feeling nervous
about having to be naked, oni a table and being rubbed down by a complete stranger. But it was all so relaxed and the lady was a real sweetie. As soon as I got there I didn't feel shy about stripping, I mean it's not like I had to do it infront of her....My "bathing suit area" was always covered and even if it wasn't, I know it wasn't a sexual thing, it's her job and she is a perfessional...so it was very easy.

Some things felt a little weird, like having my butts jiggles and rubbed...and my kneecaps rubbed, and a forehead massage..They were weird but god at the same time...

I can't say that I left there feeling totally refreshed and relaxed. I was kind of tense during because I don't know
what to expect or where she'd rub next, but I can tell that the next time I'll be able to really let go and relax.

The other thing was that about twen minutes into it, I got a nosebleed. So I was like " sorry, I'm bleeding all over your floor, can we take a break?", I felt a little embarassed but it passed quickly and she continued and all was right in the world.

Afterwards, when it was all over, I went out and saw Anita waiting for me. She looked so refreshed and relaxed, as opposed to me who looked like I just rolled outta bed, me eyes at half mask, my hair all mesy, my feet dragging.....It felt like I was somewhere else, I felt sorta disoriented but in a good way. It was quite the experience and the good news: they are covered by my insurance...so I'm thinking once a month we go for masssages....hell, maybe even twice a month...twice a week, twice a day.. I realy don't know why I
never went before...And if you never went, then go!!!

Okay, I'm going to go now and I'll tell you all the other stuff thats been going on tomorrow, for now, I'm just going to enjoy this mushy relaxed feeling and hope it doesn't go away....