*48 HOURS UNTIL SURVIVOR AND JEFF PROBST'S DIMPLES*
Alright since there were no submissions for Topic Tuesdays due hopefully to short notice and not to lack of participation....
There is something that did happen today that I really want to talk about. One of those good news bad news deals..of course.
After work I went to the M.A.C make-up counter at the Bay and was just going to say hi to my friend David who works there and make an exchange... Now because I go often enought I kind of know everyone that works there, not on a name to name bassis but they all know my face and I know theirs. So this girl Cathy, whom I met around my birthday last year was there and David introduced us and I mentioned that we had aready met the year before and mentioned how she complimented me on my make-up that day and my tattoos and whatever, she remembered me so she says "Why aren't you working here?" and I said " I ask myself that same question" anyways we got into this hole talk about how I've always wanted to work there and little did I know that she's an assistant manager, so she mentioned that they are having interviews this week and she makes a call to the big bosses at their head office and says that she's sending me to the interview and that she really wants me to work there (the Bay) and I have a cool style and love make-up and she highly recomends me. So anyways, she's calling me tommorow to let me know if I actually have the interview....That's the good news.
Now the bad.
The unfortunate news is that hypothetically speaking, say I get the interview, it would be thursday morning, meaning that I would have to lie to work to be able to go. That's not really the bad news, but this is: I can't even imagine leaving Anita. I mean this girl has been there with me through it all (for the last 4 years of my life anyway) and the thought of not seeing her as much, no lunch clubs and no move-and-pick thursday just makes me really sad, Just typing it now makes me cry a little. I was so happy after I left the Bay but on the train ride home I got to thinking about all this and I started to cry. Now I know that the friendship me and Anita have is strong and will last through anything, I mean if she can be my friend throught my menstrual periods then I know that we'll be okay. I realize I'm talking like I'm leaving the freaking country but ity's kind of what it would feel like. Although say I do get the job, I would only be doing it partime and therefore keep my job at Gap. And I know that Anita would be sorta happy for me but at the same time I kind of thouht that we'd leave the Crap together.. I know I make us sound like lesbian lovers but she's my closest friend, my best friend and I can't imagine working with anyone else but her, ever....
Whew....I think I typed all that in like 25 seconds because I'm so nervous/happy. I really needed to get it out. I'm reall excited but at the same time I'm scared to death about doing something new. I'm not the type to try new things, I enjoy familiarity and comfort....I'm totally talking ahead of myself I mean I don't even know if I've got the interview for sure...
Life eh?
Oh yeah thanks for the awesome card Aimee...very cute